Sometimes I hate love.
Topic: Romcantic Aspect
Well, lately I've been wanting to bash my head in. It pisses me off that a guy I like has a g/f, to which she wants to meet me. AND he's an ignorant bastard but I can't get him out of my mind! It's damn well insane I shouldn't be like this! I'm over emotional! Gah, I still love him, and I don't want to. The only reson I call him an ignorant bastad is because of something he said to Arrow, fallowed by an e-mail, contadicting that dumb-ass statement. He was like "Dose Kavi have add " "Yes" "Oh... Well thats takes her off my list." When Arow told me that I was liek O.o "What list and Do I want to be off/on it in the first place " THEN he e-mails her and said "Never mind that, shes back on my list, near the top. If I wasen't dating anyone." HE DOESN'T KNOW I LIKE HIM! HOW DARE HE SAY THAT LIKE HE CAN JUST "HAVE" ANYONE HE WANTS! X.x And he said it like it was my fault I have ADHD.>.< Well, I'd like to state in my defence, even without medication I am in full compasity to stop being hyper at any time. I just like to be and hes a dip-stick for even considering not giving me a fighting chance... If he wasen't dating anyone. ^^' God, I just wish he could read this rant, but then he'd know that Tasia tell's me everything he says and he'd stop talking to her and shes my only sorce of infomation. ^^' thats it, Monday I'm going to be the most normal, non-hyper person when I'm around him. No clinging, jumpig, atempts to fly, random strange words, NOTHING. Then He'll see just how "Un-Hyper" I can REALLY be. See how much he likes THEM APPLES! HAH! Okay.. Maybe getting a little to carried away there ^^' Ofcourse FlibbityGibbet will be an aception around 2nd period and lunch. ^^'